My knees need new cartridge as I have OA. I was a sinner who had several abortions. I was never taught they were real. No one loved me enough to help bring these babies into the world. My father and planned parenthood, told me they weren't real. I feel so ashamed and fear I am going to hell. When I was eleven, the mother of my friend said I was a murderer and I would go to hell as a serial killer. Can God save me? Were my babies real?